So encouraging to meditate on the fact that Jehovah God doesn't change his mind, just because we have been totally betrayed by the wt org. There was such a bad feeling for me personally,at the meetings, I was literally just forced to stop attending. Not being allowed to express the honest truth at the meetings or FS was a horrible situation to put someone in. Although for the org - it was a smart, [but devious], move.
I wrote a text to 2 different elders telling them how the gb updates had effected me. But got no reply. here's the note:
"To Whom it may concern:
you may or may not know this - I do natural medicine - for many years now. That's how I treat myself . I don't take any prescriptions, shots, liquids , nothing from the AMA, pharma companies - none of it.
It has been a beautiful experience - learning from Jehovah's creations - - and every time - that I find a new "God made" thing that helps me - it's been a witness to me of Jehovah's love and kindness. In spite of my imperfections and genetic problems - I have been feeling gradually better over the summer - [ and I usually feel much worse in the summer] - I've lived longer than my mother - who also had lupus.
I would consider anyone trying to force a vaccine on me - or any other shot - or perscription a violation of my whole being.
I'm not saying anything against anyone. But I just know in my heart and my prayers. - that -- Jehovah does not require me to do something like that - it would really be spiritual and emotional rape -- that's how strongly I feel.
I know I have to keep quiet about it - but at least I have a right to my personal belief.
[ p.s - I've done this for over 30 years at least - and I've never take a flu shot at all - or any vaccination since I was a child - I'm not an anti anything - and I'm not political in any way] May Jehovah God help me - I just won't let myself be violated like that. - I'm a human being!"
So that's why I came here, - And I realize this may be the wrong place to put it, - it's just that - the wt not only sold out - they tried to sell me out!
Well, thanks for listening - I appreciate it!