Niobium
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Are you convinced we are in the time of the end? With WW3 almost happening but never seeming to actually get going. If it's the precursor to the Great Tribulation, then is it wrong to want it to start? How do we know that there is still not another 100 years to go before Jehovah takes action. When can we really understand that Satan has been thrown out of heaven and confined to this Earth with the "short period" remaining that we are told of in Rev 12:12.
Sometimes I wonder if it is all true. Is it really going to happen or is it just a pipe dream and that everything we look forward to is just a fantasy?
I have faith. But sometimes I just wonder if we are barking up the wrong tree. And I feel like Apostles who said ( Luke 17:5)
Now the apostles said to the Lord: “Give us more faith"
Maybe it's a result of depression which I have suffered from since the demise of my wife 2 years ago, and the loneliness that has come with it. I try to get encouragement by attending the meetings ( even though I am PIMO) but find that I don't get what I need even though some of the ones there do try to give me some sympathy. Which I appreciate. But I get the feeling that most of them there are there for the social need that we all have rather than any kind of urgency for the preaching work that should be prevalent if they really believe that the end if soon. Perhaps that is my motivation too.
Anyway, I guess my posting this is to try to get my mind back on track somehow. I can't seem to do this by myself even though I feel that I should be able to as I have a lot of years in the so called "truth".
If I did appreciate the urgency of the time we are living in, shouldn't I also be out shouting it from the rooftops? But I just don't feel the need. I wonder what you all do to keep up your motivation and keep going.
As Jesus said (Matt 24:13)
But the one who has endured to the end will be saved
I pray about it of course but I seem to be running out of steam. I have been waiting, it seems, such a long time.
Anyway, sorry for the rambling post. I'm not even sure what I'm trying to say these days.
Sometimes I wonder if it is all true. Is it really going to happen or is it just a pipe dream and that everything we look forward to is just a fantasy?
I have faith. But sometimes I just wonder if we are barking up the wrong tree. And I feel like Apostles who said ( Luke 17:5)
Now the apostles said to the Lord: “Give us more faith"
Maybe it's a result of depression which I have suffered from since the demise of my wife 2 years ago, and the loneliness that has come with it. I try to get encouragement by attending the meetings ( even though I am PIMO) but find that I don't get what I need even though some of the ones there do try to give me some sympathy. Which I appreciate. But I get the feeling that most of them there are there for the social need that we all have rather than any kind of urgency for the preaching work that should be prevalent if they really believe that the end if soon. Perhaps that is my motivation too.
Anyway, I guess my posting this is to try to get my mind back on track somehow. I can't seem to do this by myself even though I feel that I should be able to as I have a lot of years in the so called "truth".
If I did appreciate the urgency of the time we are living in, shouldn't I also be out shouting it from the rooftops? But I just don't feel the need. I wonder what you all do to keep up your motivation and keep going.
As Jesus said (Matt 24:13)
But the one who has endured to the end will be saved
I pray about it of course but I seem to be running out of steam. I have been waiting, it seems, such a long time.
Anyway, sorry for the rambling post. I'm not even sure what I'm trying to say these days.