Hello from the Coinlady

[Melinda]

I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!

 

[MickHewitt]

I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night!

Weight to Christ's words: 'The truth will set you free.' Welcome 'coin lady.'

 

[jay]

Weight to Christ's words: 'The truth will set you free.' Welcome 'coin lady.'

Nice to meet you. Your appreciation will only grow as you spend time on this site. Robert and the other Brothers and Sisters will help your faith and endurance to grow along with prayer. I can attest to that Sis. Coin Lady.

 

[Watchman]

Welcome to the sane asylum, CoinLady. I like your rat poison illustration.

 

[PJ54]

Welcome! 😁

 

[kirmmy]

As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough

Welcome! Why do you call yourself Coinlady? Are you a coin collector?

Regarding the statement I quoted above...you are so right.

I use the example of desire to marry in the example below but it applies to everything in the org.

When I came into the truth I was a young man and, as young men do, I wanted a wife. In passing discussion, I made that known to my Bible teacher. He said; "Sure, when you're baptized, a good Sister won't marry an unbaptized publisher". I understood that, it made sense.

I eventually got baptized. In passing conversation with my Bible teacher again, the subject of marriage came up again. He said: "Well Kirmmy, you know no self-respecting Sister would even consider a Brother who's not a Pioneer." I told him I wanted to pioneer anyway regardless of my personal desires so off I went. I started pioneering a year or two later. I was at an assembly and, among other things, the Bible teacher asked me, this time, about the marriage stuff. I told him; sure it would be nice, but nothing on the radar. He said, "You know Kirmmy, no good sister would ever consider a Brother that wasn't a Ministerial Servant." I was starting to notice a pattern. I did become a servant a few years later and a darn good one. The next time I talked to my Bible teacher and he brought up the subject of marriage (I was getting wise and wasn't bringing it up again), I apparently needed to be an Elder to attract some quality Sister material. Uh huh, I thought so.

To cut to the chase, every time I achieved a new goal, I was given another goal to be more "acceptable" to the Brothers and Sisters, especially a potential marriage mate. I started to realize it was all smoke and mirrors. A constant carrot to make the donkey move.

This is how it would have eventually progressed before I was "good enough"

Elder
Circuit Overseer
District Overseer
Branch Overseer
GB member
Pope
President and religious leader of the Zurm, overlords of the galactic empire.
He-Man, Master of the Universe

I'm not slagging good goals and their pursuit. They are well and good but when you pervert them to use people the way the WBTS does, there is something seriously wrong.

 

[SusanB]

Welcome! Why do you call yourself Coinlady? Are you a coin collector?

Regarding the statement I quoted above...you are so right.

I use the example of desire to marry in the example below but it applies to everything in the org.

When I came into the truth I was a young man and, as young men do, I wanted a wife. In passing discussion, I made that known to my Bible teacher. He said; "Sure, when you're baptized, a good Sister won't marry an unbaptized publisher". I understood that, it made sense.

I eventually got baptized. In passing conversation with my Bible teacher again, the subject of marriage came up again. He said: "Well Kirmmy, you know no self-respecting Sister would even consider a Brother who's not a Pioneer." I told him I wanted to pioneer anyway regardless of my personal desires so off I went. I started pioneering a year or two later. I was at an assembly and, among other things, the Bible teacher asked me, this time, about the marriage stuff. I told him; sure it would be nice, but nothing on the radar. He said, "You know Kirmmy, no good sister would ever consider a Brother that wasn't a Ministerial Servant." I was starting to notice a pattern. I did become a servant a few years later and a darn good one. The next time I talked to my Bible teacher and he brought up the subject of marriage (I was getting wise and wasn't bringing it up again), I apparently needed to be an Elder to attract some quality Sister material. Uh huh, I thought so.

To cut to the chase, every time I achieved a new goal, I was given another goal to be more "acceptable" to the Brothers and Sisters, especially a potential marriage mate. I started to realize it was all smoke and mirrors. A constant carrot to make the donkey move.

This is how it would have eventually progressed before I was "good enough"

Elder
Circuit Overseer
District Overseer
Branch Overseer
GB member
Pope
President and religious leader of the Zurm, overlords of the galactic empire.
He-Man, Master of the Universe

I'm not slagging good goals and their pursuit. They are well and good but when you pervert them to use people the way the WBTS does, there is something seriously wrong.

I like your story, but I’m waiting for the happy ending. Did you get married?

 

[SusanB]

I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!

Your story made me cry. It’s beautiful that you still have a love for Jehovah and his son. Thank you for posting. It keeps us all encouraged.

 

[MuleJule]

the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt

Welcome! So glad you are here. I too experienced this FOG (what a great acronym). I was always pushing beyond my strength, and was always left feeling I could never be good enough. I found no joy in my busy witness hamster wheel life, and that convinced me I didn't have holy spirit and wasn't worthy. I've been down most of the rabbit holes including freemasonry and I love putting all the pieces together, but I finally snapped out of the organization's spell with the 2021 GB updates & vaccine pushing. That confirmed something was definitely wrong with this org and the GB could not be Jehovah's "channel." It pushed me into research outside the org. I didn't find satisfying explanations until I landed on e-watchman, and found these wonderful brothers and sisters here who are so awake and supportive. I hope you find the comfort and joy you deserve.

I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!

I feel the same. Many others on here feel directed by Jehovah too, our new worldwide brotherhood. Looking forward to all your comments sister!

 

[Melinda]

I was given that name because I sell challenge coins to military commanders. I am thrilled to be here.

 

[kirmmy]

I like your story, but I’m waiting for the happy ending. Did you get married?

Nope! Never did. He-Man of the universe is a very difficult position to achieve. I had no problem dealing with the Zurms but their constant backbiting was getting on my nerves. I mouthed off and missed the He-Man title by millimeters.

Seriously, I think it was mostly my fault. I did have some opportunities. You know the old problem: The one's you like don't like you and the ones that do like you...you don't like.

As we approach the "nexus of insanity" (TM), on this "conveyor of suck"(TM), I'm actually glad I didn't. The anxiety that those with beloved wives, and especially children, are going to feel is going to be awful. I'm confident Jah will protect but what can he do about our feelings? That's why we have free will. He'll help us remain calm to a degree though.

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[Melinda]

Your story made me cry. It’s beautiful that you still have a love for Jehovah and his son. Thank you for posting. It keeps us all encouraged.

There are millions of stories just like mine...Hugs!

 

[Nomex]

Jesus said "My load is light"

I grew up in the "truth". I was young when Ray Franz left, but all we knew was that he was an "apostate." I found out later, he helped write much of "Aide to Bible Understanding" and that is the real reason it was replaced with "Insight in the Scriptures." I remember thinking, "how could a GB member become an apostate?" And how odd that was. I don't know if you know this, but around that same time there was a big shake up at Bethel, and a lot of Bethelites left and "became apostate" (which is true about some, or you could say they were an earlier variation of the ExJW crowd.) Again I thought it was so strange and wondered how people could leave the "truth" like that.

I was very young back then. As I grew into an adult I started to be mistreated even at an early age, and as the years passed, what you posted about Jesus words above, I have thought about many many times. And I have posted on here the other thing that really stuck with me is the "you will know my apostles if they have love among themselves." And I had concluded a long time ago that disqualified the WT...but the actual "truth" that is true, I just could not ever believe that it was not true.

the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society.

I first started to really see things were wrong with the WT while still in High School when I first learned JFK was killed by in conspiracy...not a theory. I became convinced JW's had no idea what was really going on in the world and what was going to happen. But I stayed in active and partially inactive, (continued to attend meetings more or less regularly). Then this Covid crap. I was very vocal, at the very beginning, all though only once to two elders who gave as a "virtual" shepherding call, (what an oxymoron that is), and told them what the GB were doing didn't make any sense to me. In the very beginning it was obvious to me the "authorities" were lying through their teeth. I said, "why is the Governing Body listening to Satan's governments", or something to that effect. The response was to parrot the already obvious lie about how many brothers had died of Covid. I dropped the subject like a hot potato, but it wasn't until it became obvious that the "personal choice" was like the choice Henry Ford gave people when he made the Model T, he said, "you can have any color you want, as long as it was black." That was the "choice" the GB gave the brothers. Because we all knew all the "good JW's were going to listen and obey the "faithful slave." It was at that moment that I searched the internet and found Robert's site.

Any way, welcome and know that you are in good company, and I wonder how many brothers there are out there who have in anguish like we were before finding this place. When the new letter came out about returning to meetings, before the Elders had gotten their letter to read to the congregations, were were trying to find it online, and I was reading the ExJW reddit thread. I thought how sad it is, because so many of them have gone through the very things I have been through and how I can completely empathize, yet because of what the WT has done to them, most of them are atheists, now or have truly like the dog, "returned to their vomit". It is so sad, because there is no way it is not the WT's fault. My heart goes out to those people. There is no question the GB are blood guilty in IMO! And the whole CSA scandal...I found out about that years ago too, but made all kinds of excuses in my mind why I would believe the WT.

In my mind however, there is only one thing worse than Child abuse, and that's child murder. And yes they have been covering it up for decades. What a wonderful "spiritual paradise". It would be funny if it wasn't so horrible.

 

[Melinda]

Thank you for your heartfelt response. I was coming into the Truth the year Ray Franz was disfellowshipped. He was so demonized by the GB back then. You felt if you read his book you had committed the unforgivable sin. How I wished I could of sat down with Ray Franz during that time...I would of saved myself so much pain. Ray Franz never stopped loving Jehovah either. He like Robert helped so many XJW's who had been beaten up spiritually. What I loved about him was he NEVER talked bad against the brothers...only the teachings that were not backed up by scripture....especially teachings that effected peoples lives. He was truly one of the anointed. Going to the Kingdom Hall is not even recognizable today compared to when I left. For one....we might of knew who the names of some of the governing body but they were not rock stars like they are today. It wasn't important. The child abuse cases has been an earthquake for me. Jesus said....every lie will be revealed...It's time for that! Hugs!

 

[Watchman]

The child abuse cases has been an earthquake for me. Jesus said....every lie will be revealed...It's time for that! Hugs!

I don't want to add to your tectonic misplacement but Ray Franz was one of the signers-off on the Wt's child abuse policy. He is one of the biggest frauds that ever belched a theocratic utterance.

 

[StillA_WorshiperOfJah]

there is only one thing worse than Child abuse, and that's child murder.

What do you mean by this?

was one of the signers-off on the Wt's child abuse policy.

Source?

 

[Jah-son]

I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!

Welcome to the Island of misfit toys (ie Jehovah's servants who still possess the gift of discernment) 😉. I was recently "guided" here also after begging Jehovah for answers as to why he's allowing the org to misrepresent him so blatantly with the death jab campaign.

 

[PJ54]

Welcome! Why do you call yourself Coinlady? Are you a coin collector?

Regarding the statement I quoted above...you are so right.

I use the example of desire to marry in the example below but it applies to everything in the org.

When I came into the truth I was a young man and, as young men do, I wanted a wife. In passing discussion, I made that known to my Bible teacher. He said; "Sure, when you're baptized, a good Sister won't marry an unbaptized publisher". I understood that, it made sense.

I eventually got baptized. In passing conversation with my Bible teacher again, the subject of marriage came up again. He said: "Well Kirmmy, you know no self-respecting Sister would even consider a Brother who's not a Pioneer." I told him I wanted to pioneer anyway regardless of my personal desires so off I went. I started pioneering a year or two later. I was at an assembly and, among other things, the Bible teacher asked me, this time, about the marriage stuff. I told him; sure it would be nice, but nothing on the radar. He said, "You know Kirmmy, no good sister would ever consider a Brother that wasn't a Ministerial Servant." I was starting to notice a pattern. I did become a servant a few years later and a darn good one. The next time I talked to my Bible teacher and he brought up the subject of marriage (I was getting wise and wasn't bringing it up again), I apparently needed to be an Elder to attract some quality Sister material. Uh huh, I thought so.

To cut to the chase, every time I achieved a new goal, I was given another goal to be more "acceptable" to the Brothers and Sisters, especially a potential marriage mate. I started to realize it was all smoke and mirrors. A constant carrot to make the donkey move.

This is how it would have eventually progressed before I was "good enough"

Elder
Circuit Overseer
District Overseer
Branch Overseer
GB member
Pope
President and religious leader of the Zurm, overlords of the galactic empire.
He-Man, Master of the Universe

I'm not slagging good goals and their pursuit. They are well and good but when you pervert them to use people the way the WBTS does, there is something seriously wrong.

Don't forget you would have to be anointed & killed like Jesus. That mentality is very atheistic & in line with survival of the fittest view of evolution.

 

[יהוה_saves]

I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!

wowowow WELCOME!! I’m so glad you’re here! how did you find Robert’s website? what were you searching? i’m just curious.

i really enjoyed reading your experience and everything you said is exactly true. It’s all give give give. I never quite heard it put the way you put it when you said that the meetings made you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization- and that is SPOT ON. I felt that same aching guilt, always creeping, always weighing me down and i finally had a massive breakdown in 2018 and was df’d but reinstated in Feb 2021 just to disassociate in writing four months (to the day) later due to their alignment with the NWO/UN vaccination depopulation program and lock step with the CDC. I tried to talk to some of my friends and they were firmly aligned with the Gov Body. So sad. I think about them all the time and hope they’re ok.

I’ve been doing a deep dive in Watchtower’s 33° Freemasonry too and it’s almost too disgusting to bear. It’s sad but true. The clincher for me was those aerial photos of the Denmark Assembly Hall. Did you know that AH was designed by Gov Body member Lloyd Barry? 33° Freemason through and through. Just disgusting. But it also explains A LOT.

I’ll watch for your comments!

again, welcome.

Kim 💚

 

[יהוה_saves]

I don't want to add to your tectonic misplacement but Ray Franz was one of the signers-off on the Wt's child abuse policy. He is one of the biggest frauds that ever belched a theocratic utterance.

i agrée. but at least we can credit him with pulling back the curtain on the Gov Body. I learned about 1975 from Crisis of Conscience. I had never heard of that event until i read his book. 27 years a witness and it never came up. Amazing.