Hello from the Coinlady

[יהוה_saves]

Thank you for your heartfelt response. I was coming into the Truth the year Ray Franz was disfellowshipped. He was so demonized by the GB back then. You felt if you read his book you had committed the unforgivable sin. How I wished I could of sat down with Ray Franz during that time...I would of saved myself so much pain. Ray Franz never stopped loving Jehovah either. He like Robert helped so many XJW's who had been beaten up spiritually. What I loved about him was he NEVER talked bad against the brothers...only the teachings that were not backed up by scripture....especially teachings that effected peoples lives. He was truly one of the anointed. Going to the Kingdom Hall is not even recognizable today compared to when I left. For one....we might of knew who the names of some of the governing body but they were not rock stars like they are today. It wasn't important. The child abuse cases has been an earthquake for me. Jesus said....every lie will be revealed...It's time for that! Hugs!

i know right? and everyone has a favorite gov body member. It’s just gross.

 

[יהוה_saves]

I finally snapped out of the organization's spell with the 2021 GB updates & vaccine pushing.

that seems to be a very common thread amongst many of us here. As if Jehovah told Jesus to intervene and wake us out of our stupor in order to save our lives. Those who would wake up, did. And hopefully more will. Jehovah literally snatched us out of the fire, didn’t he! Otherwise where would we be? Out of the org? Ok. But with no other place to go to be fed proper spiritual food. Jehovah didn’t just feed us, he lavished a well oiled dish. The things i’ve learned in the last six months is nothing short of INCREDIBLE. This should give us confidence that he willl care for us in other ways when the time comes. Praise Jehovah. Praise Jesus.

 

[יהוה_saves]

@Watchman

were you waiting for this influx of people? you’ve quipped in your past videos that you don’t know why you do what you do because you’re not reaching many folks. Well, how do u feel now? haha

 

[CyndiaS]

wowowow WELCOME!! I’m so glad you’re here! how did you find Robert’s website? what were you searching? i’m just curious.

i really enjoyed reading your experience and everything you said is exactly true. It’s all give give give. I never quite heard it put the way you put it when you said that the meetings made you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization- and that is SPOT ON. I felt that same aching guilt, always creeping, always weighing me down and i finally had a massive breakdown in 2018 and was df’d but reinstated in Feb 2021 just to disassociate in writing four months (to the day) later due to their alignment with the NWO/UN vaccination depopulation program and lock step with the CDC. I tried to talk to some of my friends and they were firmly aligned with the Gov Body. So sad. I think about them all the time and hope they’re ok.

I’ve been doing a deep dive in Watchtower’s 33° Freemasonry too and it’s almost too disgusting to bear. It’s sad but true. The clincher for me was those aerial photos of the Denmark Assembly Hall. Did you know that AH was designed by Gov Body member Lloyd Barry? 33° Freemason through and through. Just disgusting. But it also explains A LOT.

I’ll watch for your comments!

again, welcome.

Kim

Do you know where I can read more about Lloyd Barry being a mason/33° mason? TIA

 

[kenmuldoon55]

I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!

We are so glad you’ve come to this place.

 

[יהוה_saves]

Do you know where I can read more about Lloyd Barry being a mason/33° mason? TIA

@Nomex might know where to find written articles.

Most of the stuff i discovered about its Freemasony came from e-watchman website, also more detailed info from Six Screens of Watchtower and Watchtower After Dark both Rick Fearon audio files >10 years old. they still exist free on Soundcloud just search Rick Fearon.

Also youtubers Kristy Ann and Ex Jw Smurf Girl do exposes on the Gov Body and its 33° Freemason involvment.

 

[CyndiaS]

@Nomex might know where to find written articles.

Most of the stuff i discovered about its Freemasony came from e-watchman website, also more detailed info from Six Screens of Watchtower and Watchtower After Dark both Rick Fearon audio files >10 years old. they still exist free on Soundcloud just search Rick Fearon.

Also youtubers Kristy Ann and Ex Jw Smurf Girl do exposes on the Gov Body and its 33° Freemason involvment.

Okay. Tysm! Will check those out.

 

[mreader]

Thank you for your heartfelt response. I was coming into the Truth the year Ray Franz was disfellowshipped. He was so demonized by the GB back then. You felt if you read his book you had committed the unforgivable sin. How I wished I could of sat down with Ray Franz during that time...I would of saved myself so much pain. Ray Franz never stopped loving Jehovah either. He like Robert helped so many XJW's who had been beaten up spiritually. What I loved about him was he NEVER talked bad against the brothers...only the teachings that were not backed up by scripture....especially teachings that effected peoples lives. He was truly one of the anointed. Going to the Kingdom Hall is not even recognizable today compared to when I left. For one....we might of knew who the names of some of the governing body but they were not rock stars like they are today. It wasn't important. The child abuse cases has been an earthquake for me. Jesus said....every liwill be revealed...It's time for that! Hugs!

to me child abuse is the most abhorrent thing a man can do. Makes me angry when I hear that. When I was a child I was not sexually but mentally and physically abused especially by my father. My mother was a despot. I was an unwanted child in the family. I was rejected because as a second child my father wanted a boy..and to make the matter worse I was looking like my mothers family not his... My birth was for me a bad luck as a child...

 

[Nomex]

What do you mean by this?

I think it's pretty obvious. The only thing you can do IMO that's is worse than abusing a child, with sexual abuse being the worst abuse, is child murder. Make no mistake the elite kill children just like when they sacrificed children to Moloch. I don't think the WT has gone that far however, if that was the question.

 

[mreader]

that seems to be a very common thread amongst many of us here. As if Jehovah told Jesus to intervene and wake us out of our stupor in order to save our lives. Those who would wake up, did. And hopefully more will. Jehovah literally snatched us out of the fire, didn’t he! Otherwise where would we be? Out of the org? Ok. But with no other place to go to be fed proper spiritual food. Jehovah didn’t just feed us, he lavished a well oiled dish. The things i’ve learned in the last six months is nothing short of INCREDIBLE. This should give us confidence that he willl care for us in other ways when the time comes. Praise Jehovah. Praise Jesus.

the only thing we need to give to HIM is the appreciation/spend a little time with HIM/prayer, and keep FAITH/trust in HIM. That should not be too much for us. Rest what is left to be done JEHOVAH Himself will FINISH.

 

[mreader]

I think it's pretty obvious. The only thing you can do IMO that's is worse than abusing a child, with sexual abuse being the worst abuse, is child murder. Make no mistake the elite kill children just like when they sacrificed children to Moloch. I don't think the WT has gone that far however, if that was the question.

a child that is whatever way abused carry this in his memory to the rest of his life. I am myself example of this. But especially a sexual abuse of a child is pure abhorant and satanic. Anyone who deliberately dismiss that is guilty in the same measure as the abuser. "IT is dreadful to fall in JEHOVAH'S Hands".

 

[kirmmy]

I was an unwanted child in the family.

And Jehovah loves you now and will take care of you. He will wipe out every tear from your eye and you will see his true purpose for you. Soon the former days won't be called to your mind.

 

[Nomex]

a child that is whatever way abused carry this in his memory to the rest of his life. I am myself example of this.

I was treated pretty badly too, but mainly by my older brothers, and it went on right into young adulthood. My parents tolerated it, especially my mother. The ring leader my oldest brother is a shining example of "Christ like love" because after being a complete jerk to his younger brothers and as they say "crap rolls downhill" so his younger brothers followed in his footsteps, me being the second from the youngest, but then he carried on the abuse to his own children who are now ExJW's and "his children were used by Satan against him". His reward, appointed Elder. I mean after all, his kids are no longer in his household.


So I know all too well what you mean, you carry that crap the rest of your life. I'll send you a PM and tell you more....misery loves company after all...LOL. No we need each other and sharing these experiences are like therapy!

 

[mreader]

And Jehovah loves you now and will take care of you. He will wipe out every tear from your eye and you will see his true purpose for you. Soon the former days won't be called to your mind.

Thank You Kirmmy, I was able to make through that tough time maybe even JEHOVAH protected me during that time and I had no idea I was just a child. My parents had never nothing to do with God. They lived worldly life especially my mother. Now when I found JEHOVAH I am safe. The next and last challenge is to make through the great tribulation.

 

[mreader]

I was treated pretty badly too, but mainly by my older brothers, and it went on right into young adulthood. My parents tolerated it, especially my mother. The ring leader my oldest brother is a shining example of "Christ like love" because after being a complete jerk to his younger brothers and as they say "crap rolls downhill" so his younger brothers followed in his footsteps, me being the second from the youngest, but then he carried on the abuse to his own children who are now ExJW's and "his children were used by Satan against him". His reward, appointed Elder. I mean after all, his kids are no longer in his household.


So I know all too well what you mean, you carry that crap the rest of your life. I'll send you a PM and tell you more....misery loves company after all...LOL. No we need each other and sharing these experiences are like therapy!

My sister was pretty mean to me as well. She was an apple in my father's life whole his life. I was just existing "something/an object" always ignored and not important. Nobody in my family and my sister never became JWitnesses. My sister's view point was that I am naive and stupid that I became one. We have separate lives. I don't know if she is still alive.

But people who go through things like that yes, carry that to the rest of their life. Sharing these experiences with somebody who went through that as well is very relieving. Thank You for Your Kindness. Yes, let's keep in touch.

 

[BARNABY THE DOG.]

I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!

The truth about the truth often does lead people to the truth. That’s true enough! I’m so glad that you found your way.

 

[BARNABY THE DOG.]

that seems to be a very common thread amongst many of us here. As if Jehovah told Jesus to intervene and wake us out of our stupor in order to save our lives. Those who would wake up, did. And hopefully more will. Jehovah literally snatched us out of the fire, didn’t he! Otherwise where would we be? Out of the org? Ok. But with no other place to go to be fed proper spiritual food. Jehovah didn’t just feed us, he lavished a well oiled dish. The things i’ve learned in the last six months is nothing short of INCREDIBLE. This should give us confidence that he willl care for us in other ways when the time comes. Praise Jehovah. Praise Jesus.

It is true what you say. When you are given the truth, it comes in truck loads and not in a question to recite at the bottom of a watchtower paragraph.

 

[יהוה_saves]

The truth about the truth often does lead people to the truth. That’s true enough! I’m so glad that you found your way.

truth! haha

 

[TheJehuChariot]

Also youtubers Kristy Ann and Ex Jw Smurf Girl do exposes on the Gov Body and its 33° Freemason involvment.

Forgive my ignorance. From the little I know of those YouTubers you listed, I perceive they lack a reverence for God and full understanding of the purpose the Organization has fulfilled. That being to coddle and produce The Chosen Ones at the appropriate time when the Lord returns.

 

[יהוה_saves]

Forgive my ignorance. From the little I know of those YouTubers you listed, I perceive they lack a reverence for God and full understanding of the purpose the Organization has fulfilled. That being to coddle and produce The Chosen Ones at the appropriate time when the Lord returns.

they do. i mean to say they don’t promote the bible or Jehovah in anyway. they just expose the Gov Body’s 33° Freemasonry.