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Serenity

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Original post removed and replaced by the following poem.

The Common Rank and File


A. W. Whiteford

This world's a varied race of men,
From king to servant humble,
And he who would their virtues pen,
Must wary be, or stumble,
But though I'm poor in rhyme and purse,
I'll pause a little while,
To sing in plain and simple verse,
The common rank and file.

When searching for a bosom friend,
Of eighteen carrot gold,
'Tis not among the rich we send,
With men so proud and cold,
But out where honest hearts are warm,
Free from deceit and guile,
Who stand the test of every storm,
The common rank and file.

Though mighty nations raise their flags
In majesty supreme,
Their emblems are but useless rags,
Their power is all a dream,
Unless throughout their breadth and length,
In true and princely style,
There stands in firm united strength,
The common rank and file.

But wealth and comfort pass them by
To grow in finer soil,
It matters not how hard they try,
'Tis e'er their lot to toil.
And grasping, greedy millionaires
Their untold fortunes pile,
Regardless of their tears and prayers,
The common rank and file.

The merchant prince, whose costly home.
In royal grandeur stands,
Where daughters wait until there comes
A duke from foreign lands,
And railroad kings, who live in state,
The "beastly herd" revile,
Whene'er requested to debate
The common rank and file.

No master's paintings e'er adorn
Their poorly papered walls,
And at their humble cots forlorn,
No titled count e'er calls.
From landlords stern cheap homes they rent,
In quarters mean and vile,
And here their wretched lives are spent,
The common rank and file.

They trust the few who're called the great,
And labor for their ends,
And when their griefs they would relate,
There's no one comprehends.
They're tricked by those of little worth,
By politician's wile,
And die as they have lived on earth,
The common rank and file.

No silked robed priest with pious face,
Has time their souls to save,
And sculptured marble's polished grace
Ne're marks their lowly grave.
The sacred spots where rest the rich
They dare not to defile,
Some miry, muddy, lonely ditch
Will take the rank and file.

But though they're poor each honest breast
With love and feeling heaves,
And hope, of all kinds friends the best,
Their woe and care relieves.
And in the land that faith calls heaven,
Beneath a Father's smile,
A seat of honor will be given
The common rank and file.​
 
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SpicySpice

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I only got to know about Robert a few months back, a friend in London who is still studying, came across Robert many years ago, she has know the truth for few decades but has been stumbled many times and so lost faith in the org but she prayed and begged Jehovah to show her why things were happening in the org, after finding Robert she began to study scripture deeply with many others, yourself included.
She even mentioned it the other week when we were chatting, she has helped me a lot and I’m grateful to Jehovah for bringing us together and now I’m thanking him for Robert and each of you on here. I trusted WT for 22 plus years and I feel somewhat betrayed but it’s not Jehovah who has caused any of this it’s partly my own fault for totally trusting the org and not questioning anything but now it’s the fault of the wolves within so I’m sticking to Jehovah and following Jesus 🙏🏻
That's much like my experience. I married into "the truth" and went back and forth many times with my bible study. My family was in opposition of me, and it made it difficult, and there were times where things wouldn't sit right with me.. I'm not the kind of person to ignore my gut. But..I decided to ignore my gut and go all in 100% because everything in the world was going so crazy, but this was before the scamdemic started. I was (and am I suppose) progressing very well and made it to unbaptized publisher. The fact is, I do love Jehovah. I love Jesus. I wanted to do this for them. Shortly after, the GB updates started getting worse and worse, and I started getting afraid and having that horrible feeling that something wasn't right. It stumbled me badly. I started to get very depressed. Meetings made it worse. I too, prayed hard, begged Jehovah to help me understand what was going on. One day after praying, and crying really hard a feeling came over me that I had to open my Bible, it was like someone was making me do it almost, so I grabbed it and opened it and read the first thing that my eyes went to. It was Daniel chapter 7. The Beasts he saw rising from the sea, speaking horrible things, all that. And I remember laughing because I was finally starting to understand, and I thanked Jehovah because he answered me that day. I went on a study frenzy, through Revelations, wherever it would take me, but I needed some more info, and I didn't want to use the JW publications, I already knew what they said...I found the E Watchman site because of that search. I do really believe that it is Jehovah who leads us here. He knows his own. He knows his faithful ones. I too am grateful to find others that see through the apostasy that is taking place. It hurts when you feel like a black sheep, and outsider when all you want to do is stand up for Jehovah and his requirements. I am so thankful for Brother King, our host and all of you brothers and sisters. Above all, I thank Jehovah.

1Chron 16:34
"Give thanks to Jehovah, YOU people, for he is good, For to time indefinite is his loving-kindness."
 

TLB

Member
That's much like my experience. I married into "the truth" and went back and forth many times with my bible study. My family was in opposition of me, and it made it difficult, and there were times where things wouldn't sit right with me.. I'm not the kind of person to ignore my gut. But..I decided to ignore my gut and go all in 100% because everything in the world was going so crazy, but this was before the scamdemic started. I was (and am I suppose) progressing very well and made it to unbaptized publisher. The fact is, I do love Jehovah. I love Jesus. I wanted to do this for them. Shortly after, the GB updates started getting worse and worse, and I started getting afraid and having that horrible feeling that something wasn't right. It stumbled me badly. I started to get very depressed. Meetings made it worse. I too, prayed hard, begged Jehovah to help me understand what was going on. One day after praying, and crying really hard a feeling came over me that I had to open my Bible, it was like someone was making me do it almost, so I grabbed it and opened it and read the first thing that my eyes went to. It was Daniel chapter 7. The Beasts he saw rising from the sea, speaking horrible things, all that. And I remember laughing because I was finally starting to understand, and I thanked Jehovah because he answered me that day. I went on a study frenzy, through Revelations, wherever it would take me, but I needed some more info, and I didn't want to use the JW publications, I already knew what they said...I found the E Watchman site because of that search. I do really believe that it is Jehovah who leads us here. He knows his own. He knows his faithful ones. I too am grateful to find others that see through the apostasy that is taking place. It hurts when you feel like a black sheep, and outsider when all you want to do is stand up for Jehovah and his requirements. I am so thankful for Brother King, our host and all of you brothers and sisters. Above all, I thank Jehovah.

1Chron 16:34
"Give thanks to Jehovah, YOU people, for he is good, For to time indefinite is his loving-kindness."
Very encouraging. Thank you.
 

BARNABY THE DOG.

Well-known member
Years ago, back in the early 90s, I had serious misgivings about the Watchtower, thinking it had gone apostate and that Jehovah had rejected it, though I still felt that Jehovah's Witnesses had the true faith and I still had faith in Jehovah, Jesus Christ and the Bible as God's inspired Word. I'm not exactly sure why I felt that way about the organization, other than seeing failings of some elders to take action on certain things and not seeing the love that Jesus said would identify his disciples, and some mistreatment by some so-called "brothers" that I experienced, which I won't go into here. I just sensed very strongly that something was very wrong but I couldn't put my finger on it. That would have been about the time when the Watchtower began it's 10 year partnership with the UN, and it no doubt had an effect on the spirit of the whole organization, as well as the secret child abuse problems, which no doubt effected Jehovah's spirit and blessing on the organization. I was unaware of the organizational child abuse policy problem and coverup or the Watchtower / UN partnership, though I remember wondering about the articles about the UN in the Awake magazines. I hadn't figured it all out back then or put the pieces together, so the pieces were just put on a shelf as I went on with my life as best I could trying to find some happiness and enjoyment in life, but torn and confused within, lost and also feeling guilty too. As Jehovah's Witnesses, it seems many of us do struggle with guilt issues, don't we?

It's been about 3 years or so now since I came upon Robert King's channel on YouTube. Seeking a closer relationship with Jehovah, and discovering YouTube, I'd become aware of the Watchtower's UN Partnership, then the Watchtower's Child Abuse scandal, and it all blew my mind.🤯. But I'm sure that it was by Jehovah's direction that I came upon Robert's channel on YouTube and what an eye opening and enlightening journey its been since then! 😳.

It's a LOT to wrap your head around, especially having been Watchtower deluded for so many years. I really liked what Robert was saying but thought at times and even feared that perhaps I was being misled by an an apostate agent of Satan. (So sorry Robert, love you my brother 💜 Watchtower conditioning). But, after thouroughly examining his videos, book, and postings on e-watchman.com, I'm conviced that he is correct and that Jehovah has been using him to help Jehovah's sheep. But, don't take anyone's word for it, as we don't want to be followers of men. One needs to thouroughly examine the facts for themselves, but always praying and relying on Jehovah to help you to understand the truth about the truth. 🙏📖
The test as to truth, are the fruits that it bears. That’s what I feel legitimises Robert’s site And is exactly what the bible says that one should see. “By their fruits you will know them.“ That applies to both good and bad and do we not have an example, each at either end of the extreme?
 

Patricia

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Just wanted to say that everyone's experiences above are similar to my own and I think many others here as well. I too, stumbled onto Bro Kings site after much prayer and searching for truth after bad experiences in the org. I was raised in the truth. And there was, apparently, indoctrination going on way back. I was put under "the spell that induces guilt" by sitting in my seat 3X's a week for years (I wasn't the most studious back then). But I am kinda glad that it worked out the way it did, because it kept drawing me back to Jehovah. But, then, I'd go back to the congregation, only to have the same things happen again. This last time however, when I felt myself being nudged back by Jehovah, I started praying about the Society and asking Him: how could I go back there when I felt that they had some big issues. Jehovah simply said, Trust ME. Not audibly, mind you, although I wish He would speak to me in plain English sometimes.🙃 But it was a sudden thing that happened when I awoke in the morning after pleading for an answer the night before as to where I should turn. I can't explain it exactly.
The other churches certainly don't have the answer. Why trade one set of lies for another? So, I started really studying the Bible and praying for explanations to things I didn't understand, decided to look something up on the internet one day and ended up on Robert's site. Led here by Jehovah? I certainly hope it was Him.😕
 

יהוה_saves

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Years ago, back in the early 90s, I had serious misgivings about the Watchtower, thinking it had gone apostate and that Jehovah had rejected it, though I still felt that Jehovah's Witnesses had the true faith and I still had faith in Jehovah, Jesus Christ and the Bible as God's inspired Word. I'm not exactly sure why I felt that way about the organization, other than seeing failings of some elders to take action on certain things and not seeing the love that Jesus said would identify his disciples, and some mistreatment by some so-called "brothers" that I experienced, which I won't go into here. I just sensed very strongly that something was very wrong but I couldn't put my finger on it. That would have been about the time when the Watchtower began it's 10 year partnership with the UN, and it no doubt had an effect on the spirit of the whole organization, as well as the secret child abuse problems, which no doubt effected Jehovah's spirit and blessing on the organization. I was unaware of the organizational child abuse policy problem and coverup or the Watchtower / UN partnership, though I remember wondering about the articles about the UN in the Awake magazines. I hadn't figured it all out back then or put the pieces together, so the pieces were just put on a shelf as I went on with my life as best I could trying to find some happiness and enjoyment in life, but torn and confused within, lost and also feeling guilty too. As Jehovah's Witnesses, it seems many of us do struggle with guilt issues, don't we?

It's been about 3 years or so now since I came upon Robert King's channel on YouTube. Seeking a closer relationship with Jehovah, and discovering YouTube, I'd become aware of the Watchtower's UN Partnership, then the Watchtower's Child Abuse scandal, and it all blew my mind.🤯. But I'm sure that it was by Jehovah's direction that I came upon Robert's channel on YouTube and what an eye opening and enlightening journey its been since then! 😳.

It's a LOT to wrap your head around, especially having been Watchtower deluded for so many years. I really liked what Robert was saying but thought at times and even feared that perhaps I was being misled by an an apostate agent of Satan. (So sorry Robert, love you my brother 💜 Watchtower conditioning). But, after thouroughly examining his videos, book, and postings on e-watchman.com, I'm conviced that he is correct and that Jehovah has been using him to help Jehovah's sheep. But, don't take anyone's word for it, as we don't want to be followers of men. One needs to thouroughly examine the facts for themselves, but always praying and relying on Jehovah to help you to understand the truth about the truth. 🙏📖
i’m so glad you’re here! i love your comments! And yes it’s a lot to take in. It can feel overwhelming but very hopeful and exciting.

you give very good ideas and advice- everyone def does need to examine the facts for themselves- and the facts speak plainly and are easy to see and understand.

again- i’m glad you’re here. :)))))
 

MuleJule

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MuleJule

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That's much like my experience. I married into "the truth" and went back and forth many times with my bible study. My family was in opposition of me, and it made it difficult, and there were times where things wouldn't sit right with me.. I'm not the kind of person to ignore my gut. But..I decided to ignore my gut and go all in 100% because everything in the world was going so crazy, but this was before the scamdemic started. I was (and am I suppose) progressing very well and made it to unbaptized publisher. The fact is, I do love Jehovah. I love Jesus. I wanted to do this for them. Shortly after, the GB updates started getting worse and worse, and I started getting afraid and having that horrible feeling that something wasn't right. It stumbled me badly. I started to get very depressed. Meetings made it worse. I too, prayed hard, begged Jehovah to help me understand what was going on. One day after praying, and crying really hard a feeling came over me that I had to open my Bible, it was like someone was making me do it almost, so I grabbed it and opened it and read the first thing that my eyes went to. It was Daniel chapter 7. The Beasts he saw rising from the sea, speaking horrible things, all that. And I remember laughing because I was finally starting to understand, and I thanked Jehovah because he answered me that day. I went on a study frenzy, through Revelations, wherever it would take me, but I needed some more info, and I didn't want to use the JW publications, I already knew what they said...I found the E Watchman site because of that search. I do really believe that it is Jehovah who leads us here. He knows his own. He knows his faithful ones. I too am grateful to find others that see through the apostasy that is taking place. It hurts when you feel like a black sheep, and outsider when all you want to do is stand up for Jehovah and his requirements. I am so thankful for Brother King, our host and all of you brothers and sisters. Above all, I thank Jehovah.

1Chron 16:34
"Give thanks to Jehovah, YOU people, for he is good, For to time indefinite is his loving-kindness."
Thank you for sharing your awakening experience! My gut screams at me when something isn't right. I have been having the same horrible, sinking feeling. The GB updates and several talks on the latest convention have had me just sick, to the point of physical pain. I know Jehovah led us here. I'm a black sheep, an outsider, misunderstood... actually I've always felt that way. I'm glad he is gathering us all here. Thank you Jehovah.
 

MuleJule

Well-known member
Just wanted to say that everyone's experiences above are similar to my own and I think many others here as well. I too, stumbled onto Bro Kings site after much prayer and searching for truth after bad experiences in the org. I was raised in the truth. And there was, apparently, indoctrination going on way back. I was put under "the spell that induces guilt" by sitting in my seat 3X's a week for years (I wasn't the most studious back then). But I am kinda glad that it worked out the way it did, because it kept drawing me back to Jehovah. But, then, I'd go back to the congregation, only to have the same things happen again. This last time however, when I felt myself being nudged back by Jehovah, I started praying about the Society and asking Him: how could I go back there when I felt that they had some big issues. Jehovah simply said, Trust ME. Not audibly, mind you, although I wish He would speak to me in plain English sometimes.🙃 But it was a sudden thing that happened when I awoke in the morning after pleading for an answer the night before as to where I should turn. I can't explain it exactly.
The other churches certainly don't have the answer. Why trade one set of lies for another? So, I started really studying the Bible and praying for explanations to things I didn't understand, decided to look something up on the internet one day and ended up on Robert's site. Led here by Jehovah? I certainly hope it was Him.😕
I really appreciate your experience Patricia. I was also raised in the truth, but not like the perfect witness families. My experience was very dysfunctional and lots of drama, family members and friends disfellowshipped, backstabbing and gas lighting. Lots of heartache. But despite it all, I came to know and love Jehovah and it kept me there. I keep reminding myself Jehovah's will is that all be saved and provide a reply to Satan. I want what he wants, so I have to trust him, continue to endure and be patient. Everyone will work out their own issues in time. I recently asked myself, if I give up on "the truth" because of the corruption, where would I go? I have never known anything else. I wonder if I was also led here by Jehovah. I will continue to pray for his guidance and meet here for encouragement and fellowship.
 

MuleJule

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Years ago, back in the early 90s, I had serious misgivings about the Watchtower, thinking it had gone apostate and that Jehovah had rejected it, though I still felt that Jehovah's Witnesses had the true faith and I still had faith in Jehovah, Jesus Christ and the Bible as God's inspired Word. I'm not exactly sure why I felt that way about the organization, other than seeing failings of some elders to take action on certain things and not seeing the love that Jesus said would identify his disciples, and some mistreatment by some so-called "brothers" that I experienced, which I won't go into here. I just sensed very strongly that something was very wrong but I couldn't put my finger on it. That would have been about the time when the Watchtower began it's 10 year partnership with the UN, and it no doubt had an effect on the spirit of the whole organization, as well as the secret child abuse problems, which no doubt effected Jehovah's spirit and blessing on the organization. I was unaware of the organizational child abuse policy problem and coverup or the Watchtower / UN partnership, though I remember wondering about the articles about the UN in the Awake magazines. I hadn't figured it all out back then or put the pieces together, so the pieces were just put on a shelf as I went on with my life as best I could trying to find some happiness and enjoyment in life, but torn and confused within, lost and also feeling guilty too. As Jehovah's Witnesses, it seems many of us do struggle with guilt issues, don't we?

It's been about 3 years or so now since I came upon Robert King's channel on YouTube. Seeking a closer relationship with Jehovah, and discovering YouTube, I'd become aware of the Watchtower's UN Partnership, then the Watchtower's Child Abuse scandal, and it all blew my mind.🤯. But I'm sure that it was by Jehovah's direction that I came upon Robert's channel on YouTube and what an eye opening and enlightening journey its been since then! 😳.

It's a LOT to wrap your head around, especially having been Watchtower deluded for so many years. I really liked what Robert was saying but thought at times and even feared that perhaps I was being misled by an an apostate agent of Satan. (So sorry Robert, love you my brother 💜 Watchtower conditioning). But, after thouroughly examining his videos, book, and postings on e-watchman.com, I'm conviced that he is correct and that Jehovah has been using him to help Jehovah's sheep. But, don't take anyone's word for it, as we don't want to be followers of men. One needs to thouroughly examine the facts for themselves, but always praying and relying on Jehovah to help you to understand the truth about the truth. 🙏📖
I wanted to thank you for sharing how you ended up here. I love hearing these experiences, it helps me see I am not alone. Many of us have been faithful and loyal to the organization thinking it was loyalty to Jehovah. I didn't know there could be a difference. Our eyes have been opened and we have taken a turn on our journey of truth. Everything you say is so relatable. I am glad to be here with you.
 

Nomex

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I'm going to make a rare short post. LOL. As I read this comments I feel more and more certain Jehovah brought me here, because they are all so similar and so similar to what I felt and have gone through. I am always very careful and hesitant to claim "Jehovah's direction" because I have seen it misused so much. But the way I found his site is just too coincidental. We hadn't really been keeping up with the updates. I saw the writing on the wall back in the middle of 2020 and was dreading it. We got word about the last 3 updates, which were 6,7,8 and watched them back to back, and I was floored and pissed. Now this was still before it became really obvious where they were going, so 8 might not have been out yet...in any case which ever one it was it wasn't quite obvious what they were going to do. So I simply did a Google search for something like "do Jehovah's Witnesses require the Covid vaccine" or something similar. Now because I am cautious, and I was still avoiding "apostate lies" and clicked on Quora that had that topic, and some guy I had never seen before or even knew who he was, had uploaded a video from Vimeo, NOT Youtube, and watched the video. I was thinking, "this guys sounds like a witness." I listened to his video, clicked on it, ended up on his Vimeo page, then his Youtube page, then website, then the forums! The way I ended up here is just too damn weird to be an accident! :unsure:
:LOL::ROFLMAO:
 

MuleJule

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I'm going to make a rare short post. LOL. As I read this comments I feel more and more certain Jehovah brought me here, because they are all so similar and so similar to what I felt and have gone through. I am always very careful and hesitant to claim "Jehovah's direction" because I have seen it misused so much. But the way I found his site is just too coincidental. We hadn't really been keeping up with the updates. I saw the writing on the wall back in the middle of 2020 and was dreading it. We got word about the last 3 updates, which were 6,7,8 and watched them back to back, and I was floored and pissed. Now this was still before it became really obvious where they were going, so 8 might not have been out yet...in any case which ever one it was it wasn't quite obvious what they were going to do. So I simply did a Google search for something like "do Jehovah's Witnesses require the Covid vaccine" or something similar. Now because I am cautious, and I was still avoiding "apostate lies" and clicked on Quora that had that topic, and some guy I had never seen before or even knew who he was, had uploaded a video from Vimeo, NOT Youtube, and watched the video. I was thinking, "this guys sounds like a witness." I listened to his video, clicked on it, ended up on his Vimeo page, then his Youtube page, then website, then the forums! The way I ended up here is just too damn weird to be an accident! :unsure:
:LOL::ROFLMAO:
No accident. I have chills. As I read the comments I see the same thing. We are abandoned sheep longing for a shepherd. And the fact that we are from all over the world, have never met each other and are basically anonymous yet feel such a connection is eerie... yet really awesome.
 

Watchman

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I know at times I come across as arrogant and feisty, and I am. I can't imagine doing this without having a pit bull mentality, of sorts. But I am truly humbled that God has used me to convey a particular message that is healing and encouraging to a few and seems to be becoming more relevant as the day draws near.
 

TheJehuChariot

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I know at times I come across as arrogant and feisty, and I am. I can't imagine doing this without having a pit bull mentality, of sorts. But I am truly humbled that God has used me to convey a particular message that is healing and encouraging to a few and seems to be becoming more relevant as the day draws near.
Do you have any idea how much you are dearly loved thy Brethren?
 

TheJehuChariot

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Years ago, back in the early 90s, I had serious misgivings about the Watchtower, thinking it had gone apostate and that Jehovah had rejected it, though I still felt that Jehovah's Witnesses had the true faith and I still had faith in Jehovah, Jesus Christ and the Bible as God's inspired Word. I'm not exactly sure why I felt that way about the organization, other than seeing failings of some elders to take action on certain things and not seeing the love that Jesus said would identify his disciples, and some mistreatment by some so-called "brothers" that I experienced, which I won't go into here. I just sensed very strongly that something was very wrong but I couldn't put my finger on it. That would have been about the time when the Watchtower began it's 10 year partnership with the UN, and it no doubt had an effect on the spirit of the whole organization, as well as the secret child abuse problems, which no doubt effected Jehovah's spirit and blessing on the organization. I was unaware of the organizational child abuse policy problem and coverup or the Watchtower / UN partnership, though I remember wondering about the articles about the UN in the Awake magazines. I hadn't figured it all out back then or put the pieces together, so the pieces were just put on a shelf as I went on with my life as best I could trying to find some happiness and enjoyment in life, but torn and confused within, lost and also feeling guilty too. As Jehovah's Witnesses, it seems many of us do struggle with guilt issues, don't we?

It's been about 3 years or so now since I came upon Robert King's channel on YouTube. Seeking a closer relationship with Jehovah, and discovering YouTube, I'd become aware of the Watchtower's UN Partnership, then the Watchtower's Child Abuse scandal, and it all blew my mind.🤯. But I'm sure that it was by Jehovah's direction that I came upon Robert's channel on YouTube and what an eye opening and enlightening journey its been since then! 😳. So, by listening to Robert King's YouTube videos I found out about the whole 1914 hoax, which was another HUGE mindblower. 🤯 It seemed like it was almost too much to handle. It was earth-shattering to realize that an organization that I was viewed a being part and parcel to the truth had misled me for so many years of my life! But, thanks to Robert's book, Jehovah Has Become King, and his other publishings, the pieces started to fall into place and make sense.

It's a LOT to wrap your head around, especially having been Watchtower deluded for so many years. I really liked what Robert was saying but thought at times and even feared that perhaps I was being misled by an an apostate agent of Satan. (So sorry Robert, love you my brother 💜 Watchtower conditioning). But, after thouroughly examining his videos, book, and postings on e-watchman.com, I'm conviced that he is correct and that Jehovah has been using him to help Jehovah's sheep. But, don't take anyone's word for it, as we don't want to be followers of men. One needs to thouroughly examine the facts for themselves, but always praying and relying on Jehovah to help you to understand the truth about the truth. 🙏📖

Link to JEHOVAH HAS BECOME KING book site with AUDIO: https://jehovah-is-king.com

Link to E-Watchman website:

This was eloquently expressed with much heart and soul. Your journey has not been alone and it parallels mine in many similar ways. Btw, I have found numerous others express similar sentiments to me finding commonality. It certainly gives rise to the question: "See a trend?" :)
 

TheJehuChariot

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The audio is really great too. He's done this all on his own, pretty much, and he wasn't a writer before, but became one because of his message. It's really well written, it's not boring at all, he could have used a proof reader and/or editor, but probably, due to cost didn't. I'm almost finished reading through the hard copy for the second time, some chapters 3 or more times!

Link to book site: https://jehovah-is-king.com

Link to his website:
he could have used a proof reader and/or editor,
Unfortunately, Robert didn't have me as his "hawk eye" editor back then (we met around 2014 I believe). Now he has extra stones in his satchel and knows he has eyes on him to help keep him looking his best. :)
 

BagdadBill

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My first experience was with the Serra Mesa congregation in San Diego. I would hear about the love and happiness of the brotherhood(sisterhood) and yet all I saw was a depression. Unhappy people who also participated in class distinctions. Social stratification among God's people. At first I just thought JWs were serious minded but then I recalled the "love" and "happiness" which I always heard about but never really saw. I had my own problems but things just never felt quite right. The more I listened to people, I realized that there was a high number of JW with depression problems, whether they realized it or not. As I moved for work, I tried a few other congregations but never really felt welcomed in and I saw that other weren't either. In one congregation, an elder tried to get me to encourage a younger brother to go back to meetings. He saw the same things and I couldn't help but wonder why the elder couldn't see the real problem. The young man didn't feel a part of anything and neither did I. I left for good soon after and it affected me very adversely (like a covid vaccine) because I felt guilty for not wanting to attend meetings any longer. I will say that a few reached out their hand but in general, the congregations were closed off if you weren't one of their regular friends. My feeling was that if that was what paradise was going to be like, why bother. After having listened to others speak about JW issues, I have come to realize that it wasn't and isn't right, and that it wasn't just me.
As a rule, they talk the talk but...
 
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