Melinda
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I just found this website a week ago....I have done a marathon watching
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!
Robert's videos. In 1982 I was baptized at the age of 21. I was not raised as a JW. I was one of those that was diligent and I made sure of all things. I felt like I won the lottery when I learned the truth. I was fortunate that my X-husband and I came into the truth together. We were very zealous active pioneers. As you all know over time you start feeling beaten down and nothing you do is enough. Some people have called this the FOG of Jehovah's Witnesses....Fear, Obligation and Guilt. Meetings make you feel guilty if you find joy in anything not related to the organization. Jesus said "My load is light" the longer I stayed the heavier the load. Something was wrong....I had no joy. This was not what I signed up for. The final straw was when my husband told me that we were going to sell everything and become missionaries in Papua New Guinea...My comment to him was..."When we came into the Truth we walked in together...Now I feel like your dragging me" I was tired and wore out. We divorced and I left in 2004. Even after getting remarried in 2007 I was Physically out and mentally in because you can NEVER forget the core beliefs of Jehovah's Witnesses.... In 2015 I started watching a lot of the XJW podcasts... I read Ray Franz book....(he was a wonderful man and was so mistreated) I was sad to see how many XJW's don't believe in God anymore. So many have left for the reasons I did. It is so easy to see how misleading the Governing Body has been over the years. Which makes it easy to stay away from the Kingdom Hall. I wanted to go to church just to be with people who loved God...I went a couple times but it was like being with people who are blind. I couldn't do it. Where do you go? To date I believe more of my Jw friends have left than that are still in. Since 2016 and 2020 elections and what has transpired in the last year....I could see bible prophecy coming into focus. The term "The New World Order" got my attention because this words were used by JW's years ago. Keeping in mind our Bible was called the The New World Translation. Only those with the knowledge of the Truth can you see it. I did a deep dive into Jehovah's Witnesses and the illuminati aka freemasons aka secret society. Wow was that a shock! The best lies are always laced with Truth. Someone once said...99% of rat poison is actually very nutritious for the Rat...it's that 1% that kills the rat. The core beliefs of Jehovahs Witnesses is 100% Truth....it was those basic Truths that brought us all to love Jehovah.....yet that 1% of rat poison has destroyed so many lives. To think the Governing Body encouraged and guilted our bothers and sisters into taking the vaccine literally this alone will kill many of our brothers and sisters. I have felt alone in the desert for many years...I never stopped loving or believing in Jehovah... then I found Robert's videos....I am finally drinking the water of truth and I can't get enough...I feel Jehovah led me here. I finally feel like I can sleep on a stormy night! I now know the Truth about the Truth!
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