My two cents is don't say anything now. It was probably very therapeutic for you to put that all down in writing. For the moment, it appears much of these vax and mask items are in the rearview mirror. Not that they can't reappear but they could also fade away further. Why re-invigorate the issue now?
Many countries in Africa did not have excessive mortality because of the lower life expectancy age. I posted that cremation study because it made the point that once they knew the cremation percentages were relatively constant, they could use total cremation #s as a quick gage of excessive mortality...and those #s did show something was going on. It avoids the murky 'died of' vs. 'died with' agenda fueled debate and the #s indicate something was culling the population in excess of the normal expectations.
I am with you on so many items, N95 masks and respirators, experimental gene therapy, Jehovah blessing the vaccine, etc. etc. But one of your jumping off points, that 'there were no excess deaths anywhere in the world' I believe to be incorrect. I would not want for you to enter this charged debate without all your datasets correct. Especially now, when at least for the moment, this topic might be having some respite.
I believe your knowledge, especially of respirators, coupled with your desire and achievement of being a good and protective parent made the Watchtower's handling of the pandemic even more difficult for you than other people. You made a comment about birthdays that stemmed from the 'good parenting department' and reacted when a comment didn't validate it the way you intended it. Depression in men often manifests itself with aggression. I'm not trying to psychoanalyze you, I just put it out there. It was depressing to hear that Jehovah was blessing the vaccine the way he supposedly was.