I appreciate your candor and agree with a lot of your statements. I once heard a D.O. liken the Slave to a guide with a map to a minefield and how we would step EXACTLY where we were directed, since our life depended on it. As one who knew not to take the jab, I feel like I'm watching as the direction of the GB steers precious spiritual family directly INTO the landmines, body parts flying everywhere, mass carnage and horror... Then weaponizes formerly helpful elders into a gaslighting bully squad to silence those of us with a firm grasp of the obvious. I feel as the man born blind who was cured by the Christ must have felt when interrogated by the Pharisees: Q: "This is above my pay grade. Why don't YOU have the answers?" A: "How DARE you? You're EXPELLED!:
Just remember, friend: Jehovah likes to exalt the humble and humble the exalted. Hang on. Dad chose you for a reason. Don't be claimed by the Resistor/Accuser/Slanderer. This malpractice will not stand and JHVH will make it right.
Here are some scriptures I have found helpful. Maybe you'll agree.